No Sleep for the Weary
So I have a bit of a problem, in that I have managed to form a bit of an unfortunate reliance on sleeping pills. Yes, yes, I know, no good, etc. I brought some with me from the states to help me get over jetlag and go to sleep at an appropriate time. I took them last week in an effort to get to sleep when I needed to, and then decided it was time to stop over the weekend. Except for the past three nights I haven't been able to get to sleep!
On Friday I was up until 4 am, when I finally gave in and took a pill, and then Saturday night I was up until 5 am, and last night I never actually fell asleep because I was determined that I would not take a pill. So, needless to say, I am not so bright-eyed and bushy tailed today. My mom and I agreed that I just need to get through this and eventually my body will adjust. Not so fun in the meantime!
I really think part of my problem is that I have become a bit obsessive about my research and grant applications. I work until 1 or 2 am, not even realizing how late it is, and then I just can't seem to get my mind off of what I am doing. I really do think that it has gotten to the point of being unhealthy. So today I resolved that I would not even think about doing work, and have a totally relaxing and non-productive day. I am going to go meet some friends for a movie (3pm on a Monday!) and then maybe go to the gym, followed by a Desperate Housewives marathon. Yup. Thats the plan...
2 Comments:
Laura,
At least you recognize what your downfall is. I'm glad that you're taking a day to relax - you definitely deserve it from the way it sounds.
Wow do I hear that. I could not sleep at all during exams (which culminated in my not being able to fall asleep and then almost sleeping through my last exam haha). I couldnt turn my mind off. I tried a lot of stuff - taking a hot shower before bed to relax my body, reading without my glasses so my eyes got super tired, listening to relaxing music. Its hard to sleep when so much is going on. Read a really boring book maybe? Anyway, I'm proud of you for working so hard and I'm sure you'll get into a better rhythm soon. Relax and have some fun - Theresa is right - you deserve it!
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